Aching heart

My heart hurts today. Two years ago today our nightmare began and Hannah died. I have so many regrets from that day and the weekend before it. I just miss her so bad. I feel so much guilt and it catches me off guard and makes my heart heavy.


I had anxiety before losing Hannah and it became worse after she died and then even worse after Haleigh was born. I was diagnosed with postpartum anxiety and was prescribed Zoloft which has helped significantly. However, when something goes wrong those anxious feelings come flooding in again. Today I took Haleigh for a weight check …

Continue reading Anxiety